Whoa! I missed my chair that much!

Today's the first day of school for the year 2009. (as if it's the first day, lol, just trying to clear something out :x)

Tho, I've been craving for sleep in the midst of the lesson discussed by my Chinese Teacher, I can't help but thank God that vacation's over. Like what I've said, I've been missing Lanz since the day vacation officially starts, now I had the chance to see him like everyday, it's the dilemma I won't be facing any longer. Yes, we're like dating ( recently asked me for one ;) whoa! excited!) but we ain't officially together yet. I like him that much, maybe not like him, like there's a certain thing that's already here, and I know I'm falling inlove. I'll tell you this, NOBODY EXPECTED THAT WE WILL END UP LIKE THIS, LIKE TOGETHER. Vacation's quite a thing for me to mourn about, it's because we had minimal talks and limited conversations on YM. I want him by my side every second, I know it's too impossible! And I find 24/7 texting a little weird about people or let me say couples, hey guys, like there's no tomorrow?! And exactly I find it really immature! Di naman lahat ng oras nakalaan para sa'yo. May pamilya rin siya, kaibigan atbp. That's what I realized when my dad scolded me about my laptop and how we got so close for the past few days. Well, my dad's correct naman. Lanz, do have his family on the board, and I can't possibly take his time and leave the rest to me. Seriously, I'm not that inggit with Karlo&&Pam together and happy texting and communicating everyday, Matthew&&Rose liking each other texting like there's no tomorrow, Wilson&&Alyssa having the best of both worlds, Adrian&&Felia painting the town red, Leifel&&Jessica having a stable time together, Mark&&Erika getting to know each other, TimothyChu&&Karla still on the road, Michael&&Keren having long distance relationship, Aaron&&Val together forever, MatthewY.&&Lotte staying still, Ervin&&Shaira happy. Nope, I'm not bothered anymore. Cause I know Lanz is the guy responsible enough to manage everything, tho he's a procrastinator (daw ah, but now may watch na daw siya lol lol). I'm happy that we're now back in place, still waiting for the time when we can hold each other's hand fearlessly, be with each other. I'm still young and he is still young. Sabi nga nila marami pa kaming bigas na kakainin. este, sasaingin pala. We sure do have a long way to go.

Babe, thanks for the three yrs of long run. I won't get tired. I love you. ( di pa daw mag-on eh noh? may Babe babe nang nalalaman.)