Ms Brightside takes over...
And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Ms Brightside
After the long halukay with my stuff, I found a reading material that says all about the things that a girl might feel whenever she misses someone,in doubt, in denial, or if he's ignoring you. And it says there to listen to The Killers's song Mr Brightside. I found it helpful and even thought that maybe this could be the one which will calm me down for a while. To be honest, I'm obsessively checking my phone every minute, checks his status every second and attempts to leave a message for him. I'm keeping myself busy too. But then no help.
22.26. thanks to Jason L. for calling me, he said some points about this. And experiences the same as mine. He said kung magagalit ka at iiyak ka lang jan walang mangyayari parang nagsayang ka lang ng oras mo. It's true. *while we're conversing, i pm-ed him again, no response again. :(*
Sad tho, all the way I thought I'm getting stronger. Weaker pala. Weak si Maine.
22.46. Sinabi ko non na I'll never ever blog about this again. Pero, sinu naman last resort ko? Eto rin naman. Eto mahirap saakin, I easily give up. And then after that, I'll find myself running after him. Siguro tinatawanan nalang niya ako, thinking na grabe to si Maine. Yup, that's true. Cause I love you that's clear. Eto naman ang banat ko, maybe he's not that into you na. Nope, he is. Just last week we were chatting, we were all that. Not till Sunday. The last time I had a conversation was last Sunday before I took off for the retreat. And then after that, wala na akong balita. That time medyo iba pa nga tono eh. So I thought of Wilson that time, a while ago I chatted him. Wilson, nung time ba non nagsasabi ka parin ng three words sakanya? Wilson said, yes meron pero hindi ganon kadalas. I got scared that time. Who wouldn't right?
23.09. was watching The Myth. Okay, akin lang. Bakit ang bilis ng pangyayari. It's not that fast you know, or maybe it's possible pero simula't sapul palang niloloko na niya ako. Right? Kasi hindi ganon kadali eh. Girls, one thing is certain, pag mabilis makamove ang lalaki that means he's playing with your heart lang. -- Yan ang banat ng Mom ko. Well I must agree. But here's my banat. I trust you.
But what is trust? Trust is the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed. Which means, obligasyon mong mapangalagaan ang tiwala ng isang tao sayo. Clearly stated, it's hard to win someone's trust again. True. Mahirap makuha at maibalik. So it's up to you to take care of it, or like you are the caretaker of it. Pag nagtiwala ang tao sayo, it's an honor na.
23.21. Random thoughts : Nagkamali ba ako? O talagang ganon nalang yun. Is it wrong to trust a person, I've known him for three years. and been inlove for two years. Sabi nga ni Karlo, Shobe alam mo ba na tinanong ko si Pam, "Pam iiwanan mo ba ako?" Pam said "Nope, ikaw nga yung mangiiwan" Shobe, I was dumbfounded when I read the message, sinabi ko nalang Hindi hindi hindi kita iiwan. Pam's right, lalaki ang talagang magsasawa, lalaki ang maagang aalis. Why? because they're the first one to show you this. And napapagod nga rin daw sila. Akin lang, bakit wrong timing? Kung kailan mahal na kayo ng babae, saka niyo sila iiwanan? True again :) Why so?
Hindi ako nagkulang, in fact sumobra pa nga eh. He said, kulang sa actions. Btw, I was planning a lot this summer para lang maprove ko na hindi talaga ako nagkulang. Unfortunately, wala eh. Wala ngang reply diba? Alang naman umasa ako, wala rin naman pala. But my fingers are crossed.
Totoo lahat ng pinakita ko sayo. Yun nga lang tama ka, wala pang commitment kaya nagkakaganito tayo. Selected lang ang authority nga kamo. But there's the word love eh. Sana naman maapply yun.
Nagtatampo ako, bottomline.
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Tuesday, April 7
Read this will ya? (updated)
Ms Brightside takes over...
And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Ms Brightside
After the long halukay with my stuff, I found a reading material that says all about the things that a girl might feel whenever she misses someone,in doubt, in denial, or if he's ignoring you. And it says there to listen to The Killers's song Mr Brightside. I found it helpful and even thought that maybe this could be the one which will calm me down for a while. To be honest, I'm obsessively checking my phone every minute, checks his status every second and attempts to leave a message for him. I'm keeping myself busy too. But then no help.
22.26. thanks to Jason L. for calling me, he said some points about this. And experiences the same as mine. He said kung magagalit ka at iiyak ka lang jan walang mangyayari parang nagsayang ka lang ng oras mo. It's true. *while we're conversing, i pm-ed him again, no response again. :(*
Sad tho, all the way I thought I'm getting stronger. Weaker pala. Weak si Maine.
22.46. Sinabi ko non na I'll never ever blog about this again. Pero, sinu naman last resort ko? Eto rin naman. Eto mahirap saakin, I easily give up. And then after that, I'll find myself running after him. Siguro tinatawanan nalang niya ako, thinking na grabe to si Maine. Yup, that's true. Cause I love you that's clear. Eto naman ang banat ko, maybe he's not that into you na. Nope, he is. Just last week we were chatting, we were all that. Not till Sunday. The last time I had a conversation was last Sunday before I took off for the retreat. And then after that, wala na akong balita. That time medyo iba pa nga tono eh. So I thought of Wilson that time, a while ago I chatted him. Wilson, nung time ba non nagsasabi ka parin ng three words sakanya? Wilson said, yes meron pero hindi ganon kadalas. I got scared that time. Who wouldn't right?
23.09. was watching The Myth. Okay, akin lang. Bakit ang bilis ng pangyayari. It's not that fast you know, or maybe it's possible pero simula't sapul palang niloloko na niya ako. Right? Kasi hindi ganon kadali eh. Girls, one thing is certain, pag mabilis makamove ang lalaki that means he's playing with your heart lang. -- Yan ang banat ng Mom ko. Well I must agree. But here's my banat. I trust you.
But what is trust? Trust is the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed. Which means, obligasyon mong mapangalagaan ang tiwala ng isang tao sayo. Clearly stated, it's hard to win someone's trust again. True. Mahirap makuha at maibalik. So it's up to you to take care of it, or like you are the caretaker of it. Pag nagtiwala ang tao sayo, it's an honor na.
23.21. Random thoughts : Nagkamali ba ako? O talagang ganon nalang yun. Is it wrong to trust a person, I've known him for three years. and been inlove for two years. Sabi nga ni Karlo, Shobe alam mo ba na tinanong ko si Pam, "Pam iiwanan mo ba ako?" Pam said "Nope, ikaw nga yung mangiiwan" Shobe, I was dumbfounded when I read the message, sinabi ko nalang Hindi hindi hindi kita iiwan. Pam's right, lalaki ang talagang magsasawa, lalaki ang maagang aalis. Why? because they're the first one to show you this. And napapagod nga rin daw sila. Akin lang, bakit wrong timing? Kung kailan mahal na kayo ng babae, saka niyo sila iiwanan? True again :) Why so?
Hindi ako nagkulang, in fact sumobra pa nga eh. He said, kulang sa actions. Btw, I was planning a lot this summer para lang maprove ko na hindi talaga ako nagkulang. Unfortunately, wala eh. Wala ngang reply diba? Alang naman umasa ako, wala rin naman pala. But my fingers are crossed.
Totoo lahat ng pinakita ko sayo. Yun nga lang tama ka, wala pang commitment kaya nagkakaganito tayo. Selected lang ang authority nga kamo. But there's the word love eh. Sana naman maapply yun.
Nagtatampo ako, bottomline.
And I just can't look its killing me
And taking control
Jealousy, turning saints into the sea
Swimming through sick lullabies
Choking on your alibis
But it's just the price I pay
Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
'Cause I'm Ms Brightside
After the long halukay with my stuff, I found a reading material that says all about the things that a girl might feel whenever she misses someone,in doubt, in denial, or if he's ignoring you. And it says there to listen to The Killers's song Mr Brightside. I found it helpful and even thought that maybe this could be the one which will calm me down for a while. To be honest, I'm obsessively checking my phone every minute, checks his status every second and attempts to leave a message for him. I'm keeping myself busy too. But then no help.
22.26. thanks to Jason L. for calling me, he said some points about this. And experiences the same as mine. He said kung magagalit ka at iiyak ka lang jan walang mangyayari parang nagsayang ka lang ng oras mo. It's true. *while we're conversing, i pm-ed him again, no response again. :(*
Sad tho, all the way I thought I'm getting stronger. Weaker pala. Weak si Maine.
22.46. Sinabi ko non na I'll never ever blog about this again. Pero, sinu naman last resort ko? Eto rin naman. Eto mahirap saakin, I easily give up. And then after that, I'll find myself running after him. Siguro tinatawanan nalang niya ako, thinking na grabe to si Maine. Yup, that's true. Cause I love you that's clear. Eto naman ang banat ko, maybe he's not that into you na. Nope, he is. Just last week we were chatting, we were all that. Not till Sunday. The last time I had a conversation was last Sunday before I took off for the retreat. And then after that, wala na akong balita. That time medyo iba pa nga tono eh. So I thought of Wilson that time, a while ago I chatted him. Wilson, nung time ba non nagsasabi ka parin ng three words sakanya? Wilson said, yes meron pero hindi ganon kadalas. I got scared that time. Who wouldn't right?
23.09. was watching The Myth. Okay, akin lang. Bakit ang bilis ng pangyayari. It's not that fast you know, or maybe it's possible pero simula't sapul palang niloloko na niya ako. Right? Kasi hindi ganon kadali eh. Girls, one thing is certain, pag mabilis makamove ang lalaki that means he's playing with your heart lang. -- Yan ang banat ng Mom ko. Well I must agree. But here's my banat. I trust you.
But what is trust? Trust is the obligation or responsibility imposed on a person in whom confidence or authority is placed. Which means, obligasyon mong mapangalagaan ang tiwala ng isang tao sayo. Clearly stated, it's hard to win someone's trust again. True. Mahirap makuha at maibalik. So it's up to you to take care of it, or like you are the caretaker of it. Pag nagtiwala ang tao sayo, it's an honor na.
23.21. Random thoughts : Nagkamali ba ako? O talagang ganon nalang yun. Is it wrong to trust a person, I've known him for three years. and been inlove for two years. Sabi nga ni Karlo, Shobe alam mo ba na tinanong ko si Pam, "Pam iiwanan mo ba ako?" Pam said "Nope, ikaw nga yung mangiiwan" Shobe, I was dumbfounded when I read the message, sinabi ko nalang Hindi hindi hindi kita iiwan. Pam's right, lalaki ang talagang magsasawa, lalaki ang maagang aalis. Why? because they're the first one to show you this. And napapagod nga rin daw sila. Akin lang, bakit wrong timing? Kung kailan mahal na kayo ng babae, saka niyo sila iiwanan? True again :) Why so?
Hindi ako nagkulang, in fact sumobra pa nga eh. He said, kulang sa actions. Btw, I was planning a lot this summer para lang maprove ko na hindi talaga ako nagkulang. Unfortunately, wala eh. Wala ngang reply diba? Alang naman umasa ako, wala rin naman pala. But my fingers are crossed.
Totoo lahat ng pinakita ko sayo. Yun nga lang tama ka, wala pang commitment kaya nagkakaganito tayo. Selected lang ang authority nga kamo. But there's the word love eh. Sana naman maapply yun.
Nagtatampo ako, bottomline.
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Maine Uy is the blogger.
I watch individuals like me move around in this world. I have witnessed death, grief, mournings, and some irrational circumstances that led an individual to its weakest point. But somehow God gave them strength and overcome the pain that they've been through.
Amazingly, I am one of them.